i am such a wreck

Been crying since I got home from blood test.. been feeling so negative today..

Still haven’t got the result yet, I know that most probably I wouldn’t hear from the clinic until Monday – for all my other blood tests, the lab send result to the clinic, then the clinic mail the result to me. But this morning when I had my blood taken, I asked the lady when I can get the result and she said 4pm and she gave me the phone number of the lab. Anyway I called at 4pm and they said it’s not ready and try again 2 hours.. I don’t know if I’m going to call again or just wait.. the lady I spoke to on the phone barely speaks english 😦

Also just before I made the phone call, I had spotting for the first time – I am now terrified.. I still haven’t done HPT yet, now thinking to do it tomorrow morning..

All the “symptoms” were gone yesterday, I don’t even have sore breasts anymore, nothing .. I don’t know what to think..

*******Called the lab: result <5. Broken.

still waiting..

and trying to analize every little symptoms/weirdness in my body..

Yesterday morning waking up with bad headache, most probably because I didn’t get to sleep pretty well.. Got to insert the morning pessary and I was just laying down on the lounge until about 9am, had breakfast then headache eased up. I went for a shower, when finished I noticed pretty clear blue veins on my breasts – especially on the left one – running from the side to my areola. Maybe it’s only because my breasts have been fuller than usual… funny I just noticed them..

Today has been easy.. nothing new, nothing different..

I feel this week goes a little faster than last week.. only have to go through Wednesday & Thursday (for now) – then the blood test. I asked my husband if he is tempted for us to do HPT sooner, he said no.. It’s best to wait until the 16th and I feel the same way.. as  he always says to me “one day at a time baby, one day at a time” – agreed.

^^another symptom update^^

I had a bloody nose – right side only. It’s not dripping down my nose but when I wiped my nose with tissue I found red dry blood on the tissue, wiped again and got fresh blood on the tissue. Second time today.  Wonder if it’s baby aspirin (blood thinner —–> bleeding)??

Saturday & Sunday

On Saturday (5 days past transfer), mild twinges – milder than Friday’s – in the lower right abdomen.. nothing too much that made me uncomfortable..

Feeling great on Sunday morning (6 days past transfer), didn’t feel anything going on in my tummy .. had a walk with my husband near the harbour then had lunch .. although it’s still cold but the sun was up, It was so nice to be out and about! Late in the afternoon about 4.30pm suddenly felt really strong twinges, maybe more like a cramp, this time in the lower left abdomen.. and it’s staying until I went to bed 😦

It’s 9.30 Monday morning, no more cramps since I woke up.. of course breasts are still bigger and sore – that’s the only persistent symptoms since stims 😀 .. Who knows what I will be feeling later today.. who knows..

4 days past transfer – quick update on symptoms

Another day, another symptom..

Since early morning today I’ve been having quite strong twinges in the lower right side of my tummy, it’s not painful.. it’s just really uncomfortable and it’s stronger twinges than the ones I had when I was on stims.. No more dizziness today though..

 

 

Embryo development after transfer

I found this information about what happens to embryos after being transferred – Their day to day development in our body 🙂

For 5-day transfer please click this link 

3-Day Transfer

Days Past Transfer (DPT)	Embryo Development
One	The embryo continues to grow and develop, turning from a 6-8 cell embryo into a morula
Two	The cells of the morula continue to divide, developing into a blastocyst
Three	The blastocyst begins to hatch out of its shell
Four	The blastocyst continues to hatch out of its shell and begins to attach itself to the uterus
Five	The blastocyst attaches deeper into the uterine lining, beginning implantation
Six	Implantation continues
Seven	Implantation is complete, cells that will eventually become the placenta and fetus have begun to develop
Eight	Human chorionic gonadotropin (hCG) starts to enter the blood stream
Nine	Fetal development continues and hCG continues to be secreted
Ten	Fetal development continues and hCG continues to be secreted
Eleven	Levels of hCG are now high enough to detect a pregnancy

just another post

I have been sneezing quite a lot these past 2 days.. I blame it on the weather! It starts to get really cold this month, only around 10 degrees Celcius in average during the day and it’s been raining everyday! I like to have my walk – slowly – but not in this weather.

This so called 2ww has been surprisingly easy for me..  funny. They say a phone watched never rings.. I guess that’s where I am now.. I’m not waiting for the 12th/16th for the test, well I am waiting but not “waiting, waiting” if you know what I mean. I’m planning not to do any pregnancy test before the 16th – that’s what I’m feeling at this stage..

it may change later 🙂